well this is my first journal, i got some good news too, im 18, this means i can drink and fuck all i want, but as we all know "all things in life have a bad side", im fucked, so this is where story time begins, about a year or so ago i moved out here to saskatchewan, i was about to go into gr.12 back in edmonton, out here however most of my high school years were pretty much considered TRASH, so they sent me back to gr.10/11 (mostly gr.10), this wasn't totally a bad thing, it was an eye-opener and it really helped me straighten out my life goals, but thanks to the sask school board i got to experience the worst time in my entire life, Graduation day, i looked at the graduates and i had this horrible feeling strike through my body, this is because i should've been up there, i should've been ending my highschool years.

(new paragraph because of run-on sentence and i don't know where to end my sentences, DAMN YOU SENTENCE STRUCTURE!!!)

all in all however my year was quite good (ratio wise), i met some twins and i had a great time, this year however is gonna be a major nightmare, i have to stuff my schedule with biology, physics, calculus, and phys-ed. ah my most fatal nemesis, phys-ed, i always hated it, i find it totally useless and i can never get into the "mood" for running or jumping or any other of the other "sports", and my personal thoughts of it being both obsolete and unnesecsary don't help me out at all, but that aside i guess i must complete atleast one year of it since its mandatory for some unfathomable reason.

enough of my school issues however, i wanna discuss the best day in my life so far, first off the drinking age here is 19, so i had to run on over to alberta for my boooze (vodka if ya want to know) then i visited the porn store, yup, its been on my to do list for far too long and the excitement was almost palpable, the second that door opened i almost creamed my pants from the fullfilment i felt, the porn wasn't that great and the selection was terrible but it did have some "fun" toys, like the Alien themed pocket pussy (yes, i did buy it, no, i didn't use it). that night i got piss drunk and woke up the next morning in the middle of a feild with a very messed up looking scarecrow.

so i suppose that should do for a first journal.

Sincerely, Steve.N
P.S. i used to have some pics up but i removed them because they no longer represent my artistic prowess, im not a whole lot better but still just seeing those old pics really put a damper on my spirits.